A complicated boi made from 3 distinct personalities, all fighting for the limelight...

The Deathboi
I love Goth and Deathrock. The latter seems to have more energy and more fun, tho there is something undeniably classier about trad goth, even if the pretentious masses do turn me off it a tad.

Zombina, The Horrorpops, Cinema Strange, Specimen, Devilish Presley, Bauhaus, New Days Delay, All Gone Dead, the list doesn't end.

If your hair is bigger than the london eye, you're addicted to zombie movies and you have plastic bats and ripped tights falling out of every orifice, then it might be worth you chatting with me, we prolly have a fair amount in common.

The Girlboi
I really can't see why women and men cannot be equal in fashion. I'll wear a dress, make-up or anything I like. Women can wear trousers, so whats the problem ? Really I guess of all my personalities this is the most overtly rebellious. Sure everyone knows the system is corrupt, everyone knows life in unfair, but somehow revolution has yet to come to the gender issues.

This is my life, this is my style, this is my revolution.

If you're into fashion, especially alternative fashion, or even if you're a t-girl, then by all means let's talk... I'm the first to gibber on til the early hours about corsets, hairstyles, and all manner of funky clothes.

The Futureboi
The future is where it's at. Technology excites me, and I'm the first to try any new gadget out just "cos I can". Huge lover of any massive dance and industrial choons. everything from Felix/Cappella/Prodigy/etc... through to Front Line Assembly/VNV Nation/etc... If it goes bang smack clank, or has synths so huge they make your head explode, I'm there.

Love the whole cyber style that came about at the beginning of the new millenium (how cool does that sound), bug dreads, massive platforms, and plenty of shiney flashy electronic gizmos, goggle++.

Wherever lightsabers are fashion accessories rather than weapons of war, that's where I wanna be. especially if that's somewhere in Japan.

Any of this sound familiar.... let's talk then.

All That's Left Behind
Not forgetting where all of these personalities collide you end up with a huge love for the Japanese goth and punk music and fashion.

J-rock, Visual Kei and EGL/EGA are all love++

Gazette, Malice Mizer/Mana, Miyavi, Hide, Schwarz Stein. The all manage to embody so many of the things I love... In fact have a look below at some videos of the best J-Rock has to offer and tell me you're not besotted like me...

If I could be a rock star who would I be?
Simple... Mana or Kaya... Kawaiii!!

I write music for a number of bands: Eva Concept, my small and indecisive electronic project has been resurrected recently, but mainly I write for the more perfectly formed RazorBladeKisses, at the time of writing the UK's only Gothic Lolita band.

And if that isn't enough I've started a little horrorpunk project Zombieville Roadkill